When plans don’t go as you Wish

 
Hello my friends,


It has been crazy for the past couple of weeks.  I’m  finally able to breath a little, take a sit and write.
Just a Little Recap about my Life:
 
For the past 5 months I’ve  stayed at home trying to dedicate time to myself and to work from home but unfortunately things started happening that make me realize it wasn’t the right time not to have a bridge job.


On October I started having problems with my health, I had a cyst that was growing and it was painful. I had to go to the hospital every week for two months until I finally got it removed on December 30th 2016 so since I didn’t have health insurance this took a terrible toll in my finances.


The bills started piling up and creditors started calling…. so although I felt disappointed in making the decision,  my husband and I agreed on the fact that I needed to get a job again. For days, I have felt sad because I wanted to be one of those beautiful stories that you read on blogs or online magazines about: “HOW I QUIT MY JOB AT GOOGLE AND WENT TO TRAVEL THE WORLD’.  


You Know!….those stories that tell you how the grew their blog or online business in only one year and now they are making millions!!


Although, I’m genuinely happy for those who are making enough money from their online business, there are far more people (dreamers like me)  who are struggling and still figuring out how to make their dreams come true.


I started working at a place that I used to love, but I´m a different person. The job is so demanding that you start at 7am and leave at 7pm and on top of that, there is so much work to do you need to bring your laptop home and work from home for a couple more hours.
 


I started resenting this place because I was getting home so exhausted that I wasn’t able to work on my own passion project. A couple days after starting working at this place, I got so stressed out that started having anxiety attacks, so I decided since this was not the career I wanted, my health is more important that this place and quit.

My Action Plan now is going to be:

Take a deep Breath and re-adjust my GPS:

Now I need to readjust my strategy and how I’m going to balance work, my passion project (blog) and my life…. so please bare with me until then!

Get up, dust myself off and continue the ride:


The thruth is that for the moment, I still need a job to pay my bills but I can’t work in a place that is so demanding that would prevent me from growing my own business. So my goal right now is to find a job that would not make me misserable and I can actually enjoy, but once 5pm comes in, I can go home to continue the hustle for my own business.

When I’m 100 years old I’d prefer to tell my grandkids my wonderful stories of my pursuit of happiness than to have no stories to tell and have the regrets for doing nothing with my life.
I’m not going to give up my dream of making a living doing what I love!! I would even continue with my blog if I don’t make money, but I would be lying to you if I tell you that I don’t wish to be making enough money from my blog so I could stay home and work from home so I can develop more and more passion projects that could led to have enough income to also have more freedom to live the life I want to live.

 

I thank you from the bottom of my heart for reading my posts. Im sure that you can relate to this one way or another. Maybe you too are trying to also work from home and work only on the things that you love. If that is your case and you would like to share your story with me please comment below.


Lets support each other in this journey, if we do it together it will be easier.

with all my Love,
Neisha

 

2 Comments

  1. March 2, 2017 / 4:53 pm

    thanks for stopping by!..It's great to meet someone who has the same dream I do!….I loved your blog by the way.. 😉

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